Despite a realistic effort to get any type of commitment, everything appears to be staying the same for now. I suppose I could just stay back and only allow her to initiate the conversations, however that makes me seem like I'm waiting for her and that is definitely not the plan. I know that if another woman comes along and shows me more attention, more effort, that I'd be leaving for her in a heartbeat even though it is not really what I want. I have never been one to wait around; I either get what I want when I want it or I find it somewhere else. It has never been an issue until I figured out the true meaning of wanting something. Damn....
